Lisa returned to her childhood home for only one reason: to take her mother, leave, and never return. But one question remained unanswered — why did her mother despise their late neighbor so much? After entering his home, she finally got the answer. One she wished she had known long ago.
Lisa returned to her childhood home for only one reason: to take her mother, leave, and never return. But one question remained unanswered — why did her mother despise their late neighbor so much? After entering his home, she finally got the answer. One she wished she had known long ago.
Stepping out of the car, I took a moment to just breathe in the familiar scent of the garden, the faint hint of old wood.
Memories began rushing back, each one pulling me deeper into the past.
The last time I was here was years ago, at a family gathering that felt more like a chore than a celebration.
I’d always kept my distance, wrapped up in my own life, job, friends — so many things that felt urgent and important back then.
I knew it wasn’t right to stay away for so long, but my mother and I had never been close.
Susan was a woman with strong opinions and a quick temper. As a child, I found it hard to talk to her, and as she got older, our conversations became even more difficult.
We often clashed over small things, and it seemed simpler to keep my distance.
But as time went on, I noticed changes.
When we talked on the phone, she’d mention how hard it was to keep up with the house and how grocery shopping and cleaning felt like big challenges.
Her voice sounded weaker, her words slower. I knew it was time to bring her closer to me, somewhere she’d be safe and cared for.
Strangely, she finally agreed to move after her neighbor Jeremy passed away — a man she’d never liked.
I could never understand her feelings toward Jeremy.
From childhood, I remembered her warning me to stay away from him, forbidding me from playing near his yard. He had been nothing but kind to me.
At some point, I gave up asking why she disliked him so much and simply followed her rules.
But even now, I can remember his gentle smile, warm and kind, so different from my mother’s harsh words about him.
With my bags weighing down my arms, I took a deep breath and stepped toward the house, taking in the sight of its familiar walls and slightly faded paint.
Pushing open the door, a wave of nostalgia hit me.
The entryway smelled faintly of old wood and lavender, just as it always had. Almost immediately, I heard my mother’s voice, sharp and unmistakable, calling from upstairs.
“Lisa, is that you?”
“Yes, Mom. Are you packing already?” I called back, trying to keep my tone light.
“I still need some time. Clean up on the first floor!” she replied, her voice carrying a hint of impatience.
I looked up the stairs and thought about offering to help, hoping to make things easier and maybe share a few quiet moments. “How about I help you? It’ll be faster, Mom.”
“No!” she snapped, her voice firm and unwavering. “Did you hear what I said!? Stay out of here — I’ll do it myself!”
I sighed, a little defeated but not surprised. My mother had always been stubborn, her words as unyielding as she was.
I’d learned over the years that it was better to let her have her way than to start a debate over something as simple as packing.
“Alright, Mom,” I murmured under my breath, rolling my eyes a bit as I set my bags down and began looking around the living room.
My eyes landed on the shelves, cluttered with knick-knacks and framed photos. There was a familiar photo of Mom, Dad, and me, one we had taken on some long-forgotten vacation.
I picked it up, studying my parents’ faces. I didn’t resemble my father at all, I realized — not in how he held himself or the color of his eyes.
His were a deep, warm brown, just like my mother’s.
Mine were green, an odd detail I’d noticed as a child, though I’d never asked about it.
My father had passed away in a tragic accident when I was still young, and after that, it was just me and Mom.
She never spoke much about him, and any details about him were locked away in these few photographs.
Carefully, I placed the photo in a box, handling it with care before moving on. I wandered into my old bedroom, a small, quiet space that still held hints of my childhood.
Opening the wardrobe, I couldn’t help but smile at a familiar, hidden treasure tucked in the back: Mr. Peebles, a worn but beloved plush bear.
Jeremy, the neighbor, had given him to me years ago. I still remember the day he handed me the bear, his face kind and gentle.
But when my mother found out, she had been furious, grounding me for a whole week and insisting I throw Mr. Peebles away.
I’d refused, hiding him here in my wardrobe instead, where he remained my quiet companion.
I picked up Mr. Peebles, brushing off a bit of dust, and wondered again why my mother had hated Jeremy so much. She’d never given me an answer, only strict rules about avoiding him.
Over time, I’d stopped questioning it. But now, standing here with this little bear, I felt a wave of curiosity and the urge to finally understand.
There had to be a reason behind her anger — something I’d never seen or understood.
Feeling a bit restless, I walked back to the staircase and called up to her again.
“Mom! How much longer?”
“An hour… maybe more,” she answered, her voice muffled by distance.
I sighed, feeling the familiar tug of impatience and frustration. “I’ll go for a walk, then.”
“Fine, but don’t wander too far!” she replied, the motherly tone in her voice showing, even if I found it a little unnecessary.
“Mom, I’m 42 years old! Nothing’s going to happen.”
“Sorry, habit,” she muttered, almost defensively.
I shook my head, a small smile crossing my lips. Some things never changed.
I stepped outside, feeling the cool breeze as I looked over at Jeremy’s old house.
There was no sign of life, as no one had claimed it after Jeremy passed. It was clear he had no family to inherit it, no one to care for it now that he was gone.
With a deep breath, I made my way up to the front door.
But to my surprise, it turned easily, and the door creaked open.
“Hello? Anyone home?” My voice echoed through the empty halls, but as expected, there was only silence.
Loneliness is one of the hardest things for anyone to live with, and here is proof of a life spent in solitude.
At the top, I entered Jeremy’s bedroom, a simple room with a single bed by the window.
Next to it, on a small table, I noticed a dusty box. I walked over, brushing the dust away to reveal something unexpected.
Written on top, in neat handwriting, were the words: “For Lisa.”
I froze, my heart pounding. For me? Did Jeremy know someone else with the same name? I couldn’t resist — I had to know what was inside.
Lifting the lid carefully, I saw stacks of letters, faded photographs, and an old, worn journal. I picked up one of the photos and felt my breath catch. There was Jeremy, young and smiling, with my mother beside him.
They were standing close, arms around each other, grinning at the camera. I couldn’t believe it.
My mother, who had told me never to speak to him, looked so happy in his embrace.
With shaking hands, I opened the journal, flipping through the pages.
Finally, I reached an entry dated to my birthday. I read it carefully, my heart pounding as I took in the words.
“Today was my dear Lisa’s eleventh birthday. Susan is still angry with me, and I doubt she’ll ever forgive me. After all, I can’t play the victim here. When she needed me most, the day she found out she was pregnant, I got scared and ran away. If only I could turn back time and be there for my little girl.”
A wave of emotion washed over me, my eyes filling with tears. He’d been talking about me. Page after page, I kept reading, feeling the pieces fall into place.
“Today, I gave Lisa a teddy bear. She named him Mr. Peebles. I almost cried when I saw her hug him. But Susan will probably make her throw it away, and Lisa may never speak to me again.”
The resemblance in the photos, the words he wrote, and the way he called me “his Lisa” — Jeremy was my real father.
As I sat there, struggling to process it all, my eyes fell on a sealed letter tucked at the bottom of the box.
“I hope this letter reaches you, Lisa. Please know I always loved you, and not a day went by that I didn’t regret not being there for you. Don’t blame your mother for any of this; she had every right to feel as she did. I was the one at fault, not her. I’m leaving all my savings and the house to you, Lisa, as my only remaining family.”
I let out a soft sob, feeling both the pain of loss and the warmth of love I had missed all my life. Wiping my tears, I folded the letter carefully, placing it in my coat pocket.
I returned to Mother’s house.
Mother was waiting for me on the porch with her bags packed.
“Lisa, where were you? I’ve been ready for ten minutes,” she said.
Seeing my red eyes, she looked surprised.
“Lisa, are you alright?”
“Yes, yes, just got dust in my eyes. Had a hard time washing it out. So, shall we go?”
“Yes, let’s go, honey. I don’t want to live here anymore. There’s no one left for me here.”
“I agree, Mom. Don’t worry, I’ll take care of you.”
We loaded her things into the car and drove away from that house. Finally, after all these years, I knew the truth and realized it was truly better late than never.
